g noble, graceful and aloof."He's so handsome.""He's way more handsome than our school hunk! My god!""How could a rich kid like this possibly be attending our school""Who is he looking for"Gu Chen sat...Ning Shu was a little taken aback. He hadn't expected Qin Yi to admit it so directly. Moreover, the two of them were very close now, and he couldn't help but feel flustered and took a step back awkwardly.
After a long silence, he finally spoke: "Do you like men"
Qin Yi looked at him impassively and said, "What's wrong with me liking men"
He stared at the young man's movements and couldn't help but sneer: "Does Dr. Ning discriminate against homosexuals"
Ning Shu heard this and couldn't help but say, "I don't mean to discriminate against you." He hesitated for a moment, then said somewhat uncertainly, "...Qin Yi, I saw that link."
Qin Yi interrupted him with a touch of impatience, lowering his head slightly and speaking in a hushed tone: "So what Are you trying to tell me now that I should stay away from you"
Ning Shu opened her mouth.
Although he suspected Qin Yi had a slight fantasy about him, what if he was wrong
"Thinking about it, he shook his head and said, 'That's not what I meant. I just want to tell you. High school senior year is a very important time, and it would be better if you focused your mind on studying.'"
Qin Yi said coolly, "Doctor Ning, are you lecturing me now"
Ning Shu couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed, both morally and emotionally. He shouldn't have said those things to the other person after all, he wasn't Qin Yi's family member. But thinking about the importance of the matter, he still added: "The most important thing for you right now is to focus on your studies."
After Ning Shu finished speaking, fearing that Qin Yi would misunderstand his meaning, he added: "Liking someone doesn't matter what gender they are."
Qin Yi straightened slightly, raising an eyebrow: “Not important”
His tone sounded a little off.
But Ning Shu didn't think much of it and nodded. "Gender doesn't matter, so you don't need to have too much psychological burden."
He probably understood why Qin Yi had said before that he had psychological problems. Maybe it was because he liked men, and then all the problems could be explained clearly.
"Sex doesn't matter, so what about age"
Qin Yi's eyes were fixed on him, casually saying.
Ning Shu was startled, her heart skipped a beat. She couldn't help but avoid the boy's gaze and murmured, "Age isn't a big deal, what matters is that two people love each other."
Qin Yi, however, suddenly retorted: "What if the other party was five years older than me"
Ning Shu's brow also jumped slightly.
"What's Doctor Ning thinking about" Qin Yi frowned slightly. "Is my question that hard to answer"
Ning Shu looked over.
Subconsciously tightened his hand, and after a while, he said, "Five years old is indeed a bit big."
Qin Yi suddenly said, "Dr. Ning just said that age doesn't matter, but now he says there's a problem with being five years older" His eyes narrowed slightly, and his voice was cold: "Dr. Ning is really good at putting on a show in front of people, but behind their back, it's a different story. They say nice things, but deep down, they still have prejudices."
Ning Shu: "..."
He choked back a retort, unable to refute the other's words.
Since Qin Yi hadn't expressed his stance, Ning Shu couldn't possibly be so narcissistic as to think the other party had fantasies about her. What if it was just a misunderstanding Thinking this, he could only say: "But there's a big age gap, which will lead to some generation gaps, and getting along will also involve a lot of conflicts and adjustment periods."
"You won't know unless you try."
Qin Yi lowered his voice and lazily said, "I definitely won't argue with him. Besides, I'm young, and I'm willing to try the things he likes. As for generational gaps, I don't think it's a problem."
Ningshu: "..."
He saw the tall and strong boy staring at him with those eyes, he couldn't help but purse his lips: "…Do you have someone you like"
Qin Yi glanced at him and replied, "No."
Then, casually, he said, "I was just asking."
Ning Shu stopped talking. He thought about everything that had happened before. Including the stares in the public bathroom and the pipes in his dorm room, Qin Yi sleeping with his pillow. Now, all of this seemed to have become impossible to prove.
If he were to ask Qin Yi, he might even get a reply, Dr. Ning, you're overthinking it.
Then the awkward scene will be unavoidable.
Ning Shu was very clear about the situation in his heart, so he had to pretend not to know anything. But he couldn't help but say to Qin Yi: "...... Those kinds of movies are best avoided."
He worried that this would delay Qin Yi's studies.
However, when Qin Yi heard this, he replied: "I'm gay. Isn't it normal for me to watch these kinds of movies"
Ning Shu blushed and couldn't refute it.
He thought about it seriously for a moment, then pursed his lips and said, "Looking at too much of it can affect your studies."
Qin Yi lowered his eyes and looked at him: "I don't have a boyfriend, so I can't even relieve myself with this kind of film, right"
He paused for a moment, then said in an enigmatic tone: "Or is there something, Dr. Ning, that you can do to help me"
Ning Shu: "..."
For a moment, he even suspected that Qin Yi was doing it on purpose.
But Qin Yi's expression was normal, as if he were answering his words without any other meaning. Ning Shu paused, feeling that she might have overthought it.
Ning Shu didn't know if Qin Yi had heard what she said. When he returned to the dormitory, it was already dark.
Come out of the bathroom.
Ning Shu thought about it and still sent a message to Chao Lin.
I asked him some things.
About half an hour later, Ning hesitated for a moment. She still sent Qin Yi a message.
Ning Shu took her phone and gave Qin Yi a long lecture: "I asked Chao Lin about it, and he said that watching this kind of movie isn't completely forbidden. But it can be harmful to your health, so you better watch it only twice a month."
After he said that, he waited for Qin Yi's reply.
But Ning Shu waited for a while, but the other party did not reply to his message.
Ning Shu couldn't help but feel a little uneasy. Just as he thought Qin Yi was thinking he was meddling in other people's business, the other party replied: "Twice a month Do you think I'm going on vacation"
Ning Shu pursed her lips and added, "If you can't accept it, once a week is the maximum."
Qin Yi didn't speak.
After a while, he sent a slightly chilly message: "Chao Lin, again Chao Lin. If it weren't for Dr. Ning seeming to have a bias against homosexuality, I would think there was something between you two."
Ning Shu couldn't help but be a little stunned.
He racked his brain, but couldn't figure out if he had any prejudice against homosexuality. Unable to shake the feeling, he hesitantly asked Qin Yi.
Qin Yi said, "Isn't that right Dr. Ning seems to want to be ten thousand eight thousand miles away from me. Homosexuality doesn't spread, or is it that Dr. Ning has something against me"
Ning Shu: “.......”
It was as if Qin Yi had spoken for her, giving him the upper hand.
He couldn't come up with a single reason to defend himself.
Ning Shu pursed her lips: "I don't."
Qin Yi immediately replied, "Whether or not, I know it myself."
After saying that, the other party never replied.
Ning Shu waited for a while, but Qin Yi didn't send him any messages.
He stared at the chat log for a long while, his heart surprisingly filled with a flicker of hesitation and uncertainty.
Ning Shu lay in bed, beginning to involuntarily recall if she had possibly given Qin Yi any misunderstandings today
He only remembered that when Qin Yi spoke to him, he was very close. It was ambiguous, so he instinctively dodged out of nervousness. Could it be because of this that he hurt Qin Yi's self-esteem
Ning Shu is unclear.
He saw that Chaolin was still online and couldn't help but disturb him.
Zhao Lin saw that he was still not resting so late and was a little surprised: "What's wrong"
Ning Shu asked: "Do homosexuals really care about what others think"
Zhao Lin said: "... Most homosexuals are very concerned about what others think, so many of them will not come out. This is because society has prejudice against them, not just society, but also family problems. So some homosexuals are very worried that their sexual orientation will be known by others and will be looked at with different eyes."
Ning Shu saw that Chao Lin had posted such a long message.
It's an understatement to say I'm shocked.
...It turns out Qin Yi wasn't as indifferent as he seemed on the surface. He also cared about what others thought of him.
Ning Shu couldn't help but feel a pang of guilt in her heart. The way she had acted in front of Qin Yi before... it was probably hurtful to him, even though she hadn't meant it. But in Qin Yi's eyes...
He might be perceived as having prejudice and discriminatory attitudes towards homosexuality.
Ning Shu couldn't fall asleep. He opened WeChat, wanting to say something to Qin Yi. But looking at the time, it was already late. In the end, he didn't say anything, just moved his lips.
....
Ning Shu felt that her understanding of homosexuality was still too limited. Her knowledge about men loving men was superficial, and she didn't even know as much about Chao Lin as she should.
So when he went to search for information online, Ning Shu probably understood some things.
Homosexuality in real life is often met with prejudice. For example, in male groups, most heterosexual men will be wary of homosexuals and may even verbally abuse them because they are afraid of being liked by homosexuals.
This leads to a feeling of aversion and resistance.
Ning Shu couldn't help but seriously think about her reaction that day. When Qin Yi approached and confessed to her, she took a step back. Perhaps in Qin Yi's eyes, she was like this too
It's no wonder Qin Yi would be angry.
Ning Shu couldn't help but glance at WeChat again. The chat history was still stuck on the previous day, with Qin Yi's last words.
He couldn't help but purse his lips, though he didn't know how to apologize to Qin Yi.
Ning Shu couldn't help but think, Qin Yi was indeed angry with him.Shu had ever encountered.But even so.Ning Shu had never put into practice the demands that Al Ha had made. At least, during all the years she had been married to Lu Rong, she had never acted like that...