hinking it, it's always good to be careful. 。" Qin Jingwen said with a smile on her face, there was no trace of hardship as a mother on her face, nor any complaints. " 。“Yeah, it’s good to be caref...Those words I said to Luo Zhenghao, even Qiao Shunchen hadn't heard them before, but today he couldn't help but say them in front of Luo Zhenghao.
Just because Qiao Shunchen was uninterested in her rambling, and Luo Zhenghao was willing to be a silent listener. 。This time she drank a glass of wine, for herself who had gone through so much in the past. 。Then she continued in a low voice. 。This money does not include compensation to the other party, nor does it include medical expenses for Mom and sister. 。"My parents and sister went to MG to find me because they were in debt. On the way to the airport, they got into a car accident." 。...father...the father died at the scene, and mother was seriously injured in the intensive care unit. 。"Sister..."
Qin Jingwen couldn't help but shed tears when she mentioned this. These memories were a lifelong pain for her, no matter when she thought about them, she felt deeply heartbroken.
Luo Zhenghao sensed Qin Jingwen's discomfort, but he didn't say anything. He just took a tissue and handed it to Qin Jingwen. 。He didn't say anything not because he was heartless, not because he was enjoying the spectacle, but because he wanted Qin Jingwen to say everything and release herself. 。If she keeps on suppressing herself, she'll really be driven mad. 。Qin Jingwen took the tissue and wiped away her tears, opening her mouth a little embarrassedly. 。"I'm sorry I made you laugh and your ears suffer." 。"What's the matter, friend If you don't even want to listen, what kind of friend are you" 。Wenwen, I'm grateful that you trust me enough to tell me about your family matters. 。Luo Zhenghao's words were like the warm sunshine after the rain, comforting Qin Jingwen's ears. 。Then you need a strong heart, my pressure has just been released a little. 。" Qin Jingwen joked bitterly in the midst of her torment, that was the only way she could force herself to be strong. " 。This time she poured herself a drink and drank it all in one go. 。At that time, in order to raise medical expenses for my mother, I borrowed money from all relatives and friends. The only one who helped me was Dani. All the others avoided our family. 。" But I need too much money, and Danny can only help me to a limited extent. 。As a last resort, I found an agency to help with surrogacy. 。" Qin Jingwen said that when it came to surrogacy, she was indeed frightened by Luo Zhenghao. " 。He thought of many reasons why Qin Jing would be with Wen and Qiao Shunchen. He even considered that Qin Jing might be with Qiao Shunchen for money, not pursuing fame. But he never imagined the possibility of surrogacy. 。Qin Jingwen continued speaking. 。It was because of surrogacy that I met Qiao Shunchen, and both of my children were born through surrogacy. 。But I didn't expect to run into Qiao Shunchen again, nor did I expect to be entangled with the Qiao family. 。" Joe Shunchen's grandfather was very domineering. I couldn't go against him, so I could only agree to stay by Joe Shunchen's side in this capacity to take care of the two children. " 。"Actually, I don't blame Qiao Shunchen for these things, nor his grandfather " 。I'm willingly staying by Qiao Shunchen's side because of the two children. I don't want them to grow up without a mother. 。Qin Jingwen's tears had stopped, but the more she spoke, the more her heart ached. 。This time she didn't pour the wine into a glass, but instead picked up the bottle and drank straight from it. If Luo Zhenghao hadn't snatched the bottle away, she might have finished the whole thing in one go. 。"Let you drink, but not like this" 。You've had too much to drink, how can you possibly release it 。" Warmly, take your time and speak slowly. 。Saying it out loud makes your heart feel lighter, and you find the courage to keep facing life. 。Luo Zhenghao had to offer some advice, saying that if Qin Jingwen drank like this, she probably wouldn't be able to go to work for several days. Releasing her pent-up emotions in this way wouldn't be very effective. 。Okay, I hear you 。Sip slowly and talk slowly. 。"Joe Shunchen started going on blind dates, to marry another woman and build a family. 。I didn't say a single word of opposition from beginning to end, my only request is that you don't hurt the child. 。But what about him He doesn't care about anything, making a big fuss over and over again. It's just a love affair, does he have to make the whole country know
"He may not consider my feelings, but he can't ignore the child, right" 。"She never thought about how heartbroken and disappointed the children would be if they saw this."
Qin Jingwen's tears, which had just been stopped, flowed again. She didn't want to cry because it was self-inflicted, and crying wouldn't earn her any sympathy. " 。But she couldn't help it, her tears just wouldn't listen and kept running out. 。Lo Chung-hao felt both heartache and helplessness as he listened. 。He passed the tissue to Qin Jingwen and had to open his mouth to persuade her with a few words. 。"Winwin, I want to say something..." 。Joe must have his reasons. 。I can see that he really cares about you, and loves you. 。If he didn't have a reason, I don't think he would do this. 。"
Qin Jingwen suddenly burst into tears, a bitter smile spreading across her face. The laughter was so painful, it felt like her heart was bleeding, until finally she stopped. " 。"I understand his plight, I understand everything about him" 。I consider everything from his point of view. 。You know, since I've been with him, I haven't asked him to do anything for me, nor have I spent a dime of his money
I've been staying at his place, buying groceries and cooking for myself, afraid that I might take advantage of him. 。I never had any demands of him, not even in matters of the heart. I didn't dare to have any expectations there. 。The only, the only point is to make sure he doesn't hurt the child, not to put pressure on such a young child, and not to distort the child's growth process. 。"Isn't that too much to ask Is it so difficult for him to do this That’s not just my child, he's his child too." 。If he thinks even these small requests of mine are too much, there's nothing I can do about it. 。At this point, Qin Jingwen was visibly drunk. It was because of the alcohol that she could speak to Qiao Shunchen with such resentment and complain about what had happened between them. 。She knew she was an ordinary person and couldn't always just endure things, there had to be a limit. Now she had reached the extreme, to the point where if she didn't vent, she would collapse. 。"I'm telling you, with his abilities, he could easily do something like this. " 。
It all depends on whether he wants to do it.
"Hmph... Two hotspots a day, he's already quite the celebrity. Why must he make such a show of himself" 。I... I want to understand, but I really can't. 。“ Qin Jingwen had never poured out so much bitterness before. She really wished she could tell the person she loved all this, letting him know that she wasn't easy either 。But there was simply no way for her to have such an equal opportunity for communication with Qiao Shunchen. 。If these words were truly said to Joe Shunchen without any reservation, that day might be the day they completely ended their relationship, the day she reached her breaking point and collapsed. 。Qin Jing said she would drink slowly and chat leisurely, but when it came to sad topics, she could only drink heavily to ease the heartache. 。"Does this sound tiring Then relax, listen to me sing a song and release yourself too." 。Qin Jingwen spoke and then got up, walking to the center of the bar stage. She ordered a song for herself, a fitting one. 。Qin Jingwen single-legged propped herself up in front of the microphone, holding it in one hand and a stand with the other. 。 。I don't know what kind of song Qin Jingwen wants to sing. Just looking at her sad appearance now makes Luo Zhenghao feel heartbroken. 。However, coincidentally, the moment Qin Jingwen stepped onto the stage, she was seen by Ye Wen in another corner. 。Ye Wen was also in a bad mood because she saw Qiao Shunchen's one after another scandals, and she ran out to drink alone. 。However, I never thought I would meet Qin Jingwen. 。As the music began, Qin Jingwen slowly entered her state. Ye Wen, however, secretly changed her position so she could look directly at Qin Jingwen. She faced away from Qin Jingwen but took out her phone and switched it to selfie mode. 。Ye Wen just adjusted the angle, Qin Jingwen's singing voice had already sounded. 。How much longer do I have to walk How many more dunes are there This darkness is almost consuming me. 。My tears flow like a river, and my sadness drifts like autumn leaves… This is a very sad and helpless song. Qin Jingwen sings it very well and passionately. Listening to it hurts Luo Zhenghao's heart. 。Although Luo Zhenghao doesn't know everything Qin Jingwen has gone through, just from what Qin Jingwen said, he already understands how tormented she must be. 。As the lyrics say, what a woman really wants isn't much, but Qin Jingwen hasn't gotten anything. 。Luo Zhenghao continued to listen attentively, listening to the similarities between Qin Jing's gentle song and the other one, listening to Qin Jing's voice, which was slightly nasally because of her crying. 。Qin Jingwen's wholehearted dedication wasn't about proving how good her singing skills were, it was just that this song resonated deeply with her emotions. 。When she sang the line, "Do you know that I love you like a moth flying into a flame, why don't you understand a woman's fragility," tears welled up in her eyes once again, like a flood breaking its banks. 。This song was made for her, wasn't it Was the author also tormented by love and heartbroken just like her 。She is the moth in reality, and the flame she flutters towards is Qiao Shunchen. 。A moth and fire met, the moth was destined to be reduced to ashes. 。Qin Jingwen's tears streamed until the song ended. Only when the applause began did she emerge from the song. 。Ye Wen quietly returned to her position, silently observing Qin Jingwen. 。Only then did I realize that Qin Jing and Luo Zhenghao came together. 。She could feel that Qin Jingwen was also heartbroken because of Qiao Shunchen's matter, so was Qin Jingwen already aware that her position was no longer secure Did she already know that Li Mo and Qiao Shunchen were a sure thing 。Observing, thinking, and secretly taking pictures all at the same time. 。Suddenly, Ye Wen felt this was a good opportunity, a good opportunity to get back at Qin Jingwen. 。For now, regardless of how Li Mo exists, she still needs to seize the opportunity and deal with Qin Jingwen first. 。She remembered Song Yi'en telling her that creating misunderstandings wasn't about making Qin Jingwen unilaterally misunderstand Qiao Shunchen, but about Qiao Shunchen misunderstanding Qin Jingwen, which was fatal. 。Qin Jingwen has always been very disciplined, and Ye Wen couldn't find anything about her that could be misunderstood. 。Now's the time, opportunity has arrived. 。If Qiao Shunchen misunderstands Qin Jingwen, then it will be easy to handle. 。Thinking of this, Ye Wen began to be smug, proud of her own intelligence and cleverness. 。She first sent Qiao Shunchen a video of Qin Jingwen singing, and then sent him some photos of Qin Jingwen and Luo Zhenghao. 。After she finished filming everything, she continued taking pictures of them. 。After secretly filming for a while, he felt uneasy. Sending only videos and photos would make Qiao Shunchen most suspicious of her intentions. 。Then Ye Wen sent two more sentences to clarify for herself. 。y with Ban Yue now." 。Joe ran away after finishing his words, leaving time for Grandpa and Aunt. He hoped for a good outcome. 。"Wenwen, don't cry. It's not good for your health." 。Joe Liang started co...