weren't afraid of death, but ironically, the thing they feared most was this agonizing state of wanting to die but being unable to, constantly feeling that soul-crushing pain.This poison won't kill yo...h, it wasn't that difficult.That evening, she shared the idea with Qing Ya upon returning home. Unexpectedly, Qing Ya told her that among the dowries her mother had given her was a teahouse.The locati...